I’m feeling really beat right now, and I really want to post something to the blog, but I just don’t have it in me.
I just wish more of the time I spent “doing stuff” was billable. I’m working like crazy, but the cash-flow just isn’t enough. What the hell am I doing wrong?
I don’t want to give up on my goal of finally running Panoptic full-time, but these bills are just killing me.
I just don’t know what to do any more …
Programmer, husband, father, singer, guitarist, tinkerer, reverse engineer, strange, and living in New Jersey. 
Keep at it champ, you’re doing great!
Being an entrepreneur is not easy and a lot of effort can sometimes be spent on non-chargeable business development work. However, you can always use the knowledge gained from such activities to present seminars and educate others.
Perhaps create a sub-brand and corresponding twitter account. Running 15 or so twitter accounts produces an incredible amount of synergy for me. And I get paid for a couple of them also.
Best wishes
G